Thanks to the people who’ve comforted me during this crazy time for me. I really just feel like I’m in a never ending nitemare, but life goes on. I must continue to move forward because there’s nothing else I can really do. I’ve heavily neglected this site & my affies & I apologize. Ok, so now I must update everyone on what’s been going on.

I’m in summer school. I’m so excited. I really need something positive going on to keep me from thinking of all the negative things that have occured. I’m too goal oriented to fall off, so I’m sure I’ll be fine. Summer school is the absolute best. I tend to do well during the summer due to the fact that there are less distractions. I live in the city though, so there are parties everyday & I can honestly say I havent been to one :-).

Lately I’ve been talking to a person who shall remain unnamed & he is soooooo cool. My gosh, he reminds me so much of a bad guy/thug & he’s not really that bad at all. Yes, he has a temper & bad side to him, but he’s really sweet to females & that’s all I really care about. He’s super cool. I’ve actually enjoyed the time I’ve spent with him whether it continues or ends some sort of way. He’s made me realize that you truly cant judge a book by it’s cover. I remember seeing him in highschool & I always had that perception. I’m glad Ive been proven wrong. He’s so cute, lol. The funny thing is that I believe Im not even the typical chick he dates or talks to, yet he’s found some sort of interest in me. I’m kinda oreoish & everyone says that, even he, but he think’s I’m pretty cool, so everything’s cool. Hopefully he feels better :-).

I’ve recently bought some of Ambi’s skin products. I’m going to test it out & see if it works for me. I love how soft it’s made my skin feels & how moisturized it’s made my face. I make my appointment for the doctor sometime in June, so I’m happy I’ll finally have that glow I had when I went to Albany January 07′, my face was super clear & moisturized. I never wore makeup aside from eyeshadow.

I did a fashion show last week. It was the most unorganized event ever. I was so pissed, but I did the show & did well in spite of how I felt. I can truly say, I’ll never work with them again, but I’m glad I met some cool people. I always meet a few cool people during my events. That’s always a good thing. Every designer loved me, I even modeled a Ed Hardy swimsuit. I so wasnt comfortable because it was a medium & a bit too big, but I pulled it off. I had random guys yelling out call me & stuff, it was funny. My favorite outfit was a dress Lashaunda made & it fit me sooooo well, I worked it, the audience clapped for me & stuff, it was fun. It was such a rainy day though & the show was outside around a pool. Ugh, the worst, I got my hair curled for an hour, then it was loose & fell, but that was the same night I hung out with my new friend, so I ended up super happy.

I’ve been thinking of my birthday week, this is major for me. I really want to do a theme like Models & Bottles or something because I’ll definitely be drinking, Im a model, & I have model friends. I hope I can do a Birthday party with one of the girls that goes to Emory since her birthday is the day before mine, but I want to party for a week & just have one main party for everyone to attend. I have to look amazing. I want to have a birthday photo shoot which I’m sure I can make happen. I’m going to invite everyone, even my youngins & hopefully I can get them in if I choose the right venue, because I just want everyone to be apart of it & have a good time. It seems too soon to be talking about it, but you have to plan things in advance if you want it all to go right or else it’ll be half done. If I’m gonna do it, I’m gonna do it right. Hopefully my Albany friends can make it, if not, they’ll miss out, big time. Omg, Im excited

I’ve been watching the playoffs. I hope Orlando pulls it off because I’m honestly sick of everyone idolizing Lebron. He’s human & to me he is beatable. If Orlando for some reason don’t take the semi-finals then I’ll still be proud of them because they made Lebron & the Cavs work for every shot & every game. Not one game was a blow out or easy to win. They have proven a lot.

I have a powershoot Saturday morning to attend. I have to get there early, hair ready, I need to work a miracle bc this hair in my head isnt acting right, omg…but yea, hopefully, but honestly hopefully they have someone that can touch it up for me. They’re feeding me & they’ll have designers choosing people & my makeup will be done. She said I should be done by 1 which is cool because I have to be at work at 3 until 9pm & I really want to do this because Im hoping someone can get a nice shot of me in my new Applebottom’s dress that’s featured on the site & it fits soooo well on me & is absolutely beautiful.